But, as it is written,
 “What no eye has seen, nor ear heard,
  nor the heart of man imagined,
 what God has prepared for those who love him”—
(1 Corinthians 2:9 ESV)

God Loves me. I don't know why but tears cover my face as I write that. It's hard for me to truly grasp. He loves me more than anyone else. Sometimes I get so caught up in "Teenage Love" that I lose sight of the Love of Christ Jesus. He loves me past my mistakes, past my tears, aside from my shame, and the fact I am sinner who deserves Hell and nothing else. Yet he still loves me.

I overthink. I underthing. But in all I am loved by a great God and nothing else really matters. He has, He does, and He will love me always. God loves me.

SO why do I cry? so why do I hide my face?

He is my God and I will never be shaken.